Having left school at 15 years of age to pursue my love of horses, I been Indigo not thinking on the long term, didnt allow myself the opportunity to experience life in college. Proberly because I never thought I was smart enough. I had low self esteem like a lot of teenagers and horses for me was a way of avoiding what I really wanted to do. Although back then I didnt know what I wanted to do. But I always knew it would be something that impacted on many in someway.
Where am I going with this? Well without dwelling on the past and staying true to what I believe in now, ie everything happens for a reason, I plow on with my tale.
I began thinking of returning to college a number of months back. I had been looking into getting a Masters in Psychology and the main colleges that attracted me where in Derry or NUI Galway. I felt excited by it as I did my research. Galway would mean another move...hmmm did I really want to. But I had other things to do first before I could get there or even qualify. So its still a working project and certainly not ruled out.
However random as my thoughts oftern are,I have been trying to psyche myself up to get back to platform Mediumship work. But I have a phobia of public speaking that has plagued me for a few years. One of the main reasons why I choose to work on line actually. Not such a hot reason really, but the convience suits me at this stage of my life.I am sure when the time is right it will shift. Of course the main reason I choose to work on line is to be with my children. The little ones Angelina who is only 5 and my wee Jonah who is nearly 4 still love to have there mammy close by and I enjoy been here for them. However it would be lovely to now and again get of and do a show or travel a wee bit. So with my thoughts been centered on how I could lift my fear and a constant request from my beloved guides to just get up and get on with it, one day about three weeks back, I threw it out there, after several rounds of EFT Tapping and a shift in my energy I declared loudly and boldly to The Universe, I AM READY, BRING IT ON!
Oh gosh but did they bring it on....later that day I received an email from the literary and debating site in where else but NUI Galway.
Well how they found me I have no clue but know full well my team of Angels real where pushing all the stops out. I was invited to attend a debating topic on the 28th of October on The Other Side. Oh gosh I thought and smiled as I accepted their kind offer. Here am I been invited to a fairly large event where I would have to get up in front of quite a number of lets say well established professionals and talk about one of the most highly debated topics on the planet. OMG.
I chuckled to myself, thanked my Angels for the opportunity and let it go. It is what is, I reasoned with myself and hope to heavens that reasoning stands for me on the evening. I got part of my dream fulfilled though, I get to return to college for one night only and sit among some of the finest minds in Ireland and England and lead the topic of discussion as they openly share their skepticism with us.
I am so looking forward to it which is strangely odd for me so I guess I am feeling more ready then I thought I would be. Its barely a week away now and I sure hope heaven pulls out all the stops in making sure my beliefs in the afterlife are well received. The show must go on and to speak or not speak,
well I shall wait to hear what heaven has to say about it.
Wish me well and please light a candle for me and all those Souls waiting patiently in the wings that night rooting for heaven.
xxxxx
A very humbled Dawn.
Public Speaking - Written By Angel Whisperer Dawn
The highs the lows
The undertones
The buzz
The force
The need to boast
Public speaking
hmm are you for me?
I spent all this time
Avoiding thee
Now your here
My fear I face
I'll stand alone
But in a different space
My head held high
My thoughts on love
Can I win their vote Angels?
Or will i turn and run?
Prepare my way
So your wings touch all
Its not about me
But helping others stand tall
Public Speaking
Oh here I come
With a reluctant smile
I have no doubt it shall be fun.
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